Look What I Found... *smirks*

Everything she actually wrote is in red, my input is in hot pink and in brackets, and everything that's a lie is crossed out. (: You're going to devour this one.


To my (no, not Tayler's, Cierra's, Charlie's, Josh's, Mogo's, Connor's, Megan's, Cathy's, Darlene's, or anybody fucking else's. Meagan Layne's) Kayla Elizabeth. =] ♥ =D

P-E-N-I-S spells PENIS!:D

Kayla.
The Best Friend I'll ever have.
HAPPY (merry) Fourteenthness(:
This your. uhm. Card? idk. Letter. There you go! So i know I'm gonna say I love you- like a thousand times, but i don't care and you won't either (:
As i said, there best friend i'll ever have. yeah that'd be you.
The only friend I have that's been there evern when my sanity couldn't stick around. We've had stupid fights that fix themselves, but...
Whatever.
We fix them cause we're so amazing
anyway
Without you I wouldn't be me. [Really. Now that I'm not part of your life, are you someone else? bahaha.]
Cause nobody gets me.[Aww. Let's all feel bad for you.]
Even if they did, they wouldn't stick around.
You're the only one who could deal with & learn my personal stages of depression. Haha.
I love you =)
for always being there, making me feel better, making me laugh- and helping me fix everything.[I did tend to fix your problems didn't I?]
And I'll get back to that, but I don't you're told how amazing you are often enough, so I'm gonna tell you.
You are beautiful, gorgeous actually. And stunning- so stunning. And you shouldn't ever think differently. And on the inside, you are so caring, and so fucking (sorry, had to say it at least once) perfect.Really? Is that why you MOO behind my back?] well at least to me you are (:
and what would the world, or all of us be without you? I know you think nothing would be different, but I can't even imagine it, that's how horrible it would be.
And idk, you just mean so much to me, I can't explain it.[I'm gonna call bull shit. BULL SHIT! You're the one that got rid of me and you know, I was right. Nothing's different except the fact all of you make fun of me.]
From my hospital days, to when I tried to commit suicide you know you are the one who talked me out of it. I had one foot out the door.)[Liar. Charlie did that.] to then I was normal- crazy- and back around. My own little vicious cycle. haha. wow. my hand writing's bad [Oh, we know.] and if you read this far.
I
Love
You![You know, you sure do tell people this a lot. You DO know liars go to Hell right?]
Wa-hoo (:
Lol we have so many inside jokes, to-
There's COCAINE in my dad's pen/ and my mom offered me some! But you swallow it! to Jakk Pixxie, and well, everything else. I don't think I could write it all (:
And well, hoe (: Thankyou for putting up with me. I know it's not easy, and I know I put way too much on you, and I'm sure sometimes you want to kill me and tell me you aren'y my therapist but you don't (:[Oh, I definitely wanted to.]
And you've made me feel so much better about myself that just being around you makes me happy.[I'm calling Bull Shit again. That was never the case. You never wanted me around.]
Sorry, I get going sometimes- and you have to remind me, that it's not Tuesday and I actually charge. (6 follars to be precise) [Yep. You gotta get your Hash Cash some how.]
If you ever remember what colourful Bird is, you should tell me. (: [ I know what it is. It's about the poster that was in French class.]
& I promise to keep filling up that damn piece of paper, in your binder until it pukes.
Even though it doesn't have gag reflexes :D
Lol.
^That was pretty. =)
But I shall write you another rap, and I promise it won't be this long (: But the truth is, I could write a million thousand pages/ more than the Boxx Dictionary [I threw that away, you know.] would be if it was filled out and it would still. still. still. would never ever be enough =] and, don't you feel special cause Jordan's note was only two pages & I've known her forever. [I bet you only took up 12 pages because you wrote big in mine, and Jordan's 2 pages were meaningful.]
ANYSKANK!
Fuck.
idk(: [Do you ever know?]
But it's an honor to be in all of your drug dreams.[Of course is it, who better than the addict herself.]
Which you should make into a book.
Even if only I read it =] [Oh, I'll write you a book alright. I'll make it a horror book and make you the first one to die. Or maybe I'll keep you alive and kill everyone that means anything to you.]
Some of my very best time I've had hanging out with you. [Who were you kidding. We never got high together.]
And just so you know- I mean I've gotten you pills [I took what? 2 of the 4 you gave me?] and we've gotten kinda almost drunk, if you ever did anything really deep because of me I'd like die. [You'd laugh and scream, "I knew it!"]
Because your strength and dedication to being you, and above the influence is amazing, because I could never be that strong [Why? You can't suck cock unless your high?] and I respect you.
Gah.
I Love You So much!
Tayler doesn't ever understand, even though she thinks you're her absolute best friend or whatever.
And, she may be yours- but still.
you don't get it.
How much I appreciate you for putting up with all my shit and always being there. And just how much I fucking love you. [Did that even make sense?]
Mrs. Nunn couldn't correct someone more than how amazing you are.
Okay, bad comparison.
Gimme a minute.
Josh can't hate Mrs. Nunn more than I love you! [Wow. Josh really must love Mrs. Nunn then.]
There ya go =)
It's funny cause you know damn near everything about me. I still can't believe I trust someone as much as I trust you.
And I swear. one day you will be in the Wite Oak Press. (I didn't Forget)
You can write better than I can bitch about nothing :) [Are you sure? You could bitch pretty damn well.]
It's kinda halirious how we're complete oposites but exactly the same & best friends. Dontcha feel amazing I haven't even paused.
Cause I'm crazy. [Who didn't know that?]
Yay(:
But, uhm.
Yeah.
Back to repeating everything I've said a million times. You can always listen and here's to your Fourteen-ness :D
and us Finally bowling. haha.
And I swear I will be normal, crazy Meagan-Layne soon.
Sometime. Until the I know you'll be here and I love you for it. [Obviously, I was really always there. Was always not good enough?]
But this isn't about me. It's about you.
You're amazing!
You're Gorgeous!
You have more nicknames than I can count =][You must not be able to count very high because I only have like 4.]
Even if you will always call me Meagan-Layne & never MSTUCK!(: that's okay. I adore ya and you taught me that SNORTING IMMITRX HURTS LIKE A BITCH
and uhm.
yeah(:
haha. I'm surprised I got my bandan- but I have a feeling I'll never get my jew hat back.
haha. and I hope for our sakes we never get a jewish friend. Because. uhm. well ya know why =)
Oh, and once again, I'm sorry I got you sent to the FAR room. But thankyou for going =) [Oh, yeah. You're TOTALLY welcome. NOT.]
Woah. I'm getting high off this ink.[It always had to be something didn't it?]
Lol.
Rawr.
I've written more pages than I can count! [Wow. What page was that? 10?]
=D
So. yeah. I'll write you another one sometime and finish cause I'm nowhere near done. But one more time.
Mrs. Fourteenness =)
I LOVE YOU!
-Meagan Layne Boxx
You're amazing Love.
Ba-ha. the funny part? I know you're gonna read it all. [Duh I read it all. This was my present.]
I wouldn't be here without you.[Well, sadly, you're without me now and you're still here.]


Wasn't that just hilarious?

-Kayla

Ps. I don't like how long this blog is...