Warning: never try to function on a total of like, an hour of sleep.
Just don't try it.
It will hurt in the long run.
My lungs have been working over time today.
I feel like I can't breathe. ):
My heart is slow like I should be sleeping.
My eyes burn.
It's just awful.
And before you ask why I tried it, I promise it wasn't intentional.
It's not my fault I'm physically incapable of sleeping.
It took me over 2 hours to fall asleep.
And even then I was up like half an hour later because I'd dreamt I told you that the moment you started dating her was the moment I stopped talking to you.
And then I was up again at 1:30.
And 2:30.
And then 3.
I gave up sleeping.
The only thing keeping me awake?
Iced tea.
It works wonders.
Which reminds.
I need more.

OPENING THE POOL SOON!
That means a party. (:
*does dance*
Be jealous bitch.
Haha

I hope I made you feel bad today.
Even though you appeared not to care,
I hope it hurt to see the pain in my eyes.
Because you know its so much easier to see emotion in blue eyes.

"it’s not supposed to be this way
I'm so far from okay
if its all the same
then its just you that's okay."
I've had that stuck in my head all day.
Miserable I tell you.
Miserable.

Ugh.
Out of tea.
Again.
I'm going to be sick if drink anymore.
But its so... good....