Nerves.

I can't believe him. I really can't. How is this even possible?

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FML.

He's picked a day to be 'one day' and that makes me nervous as hell.
I'm awkward on the phone as it is and now he's going to call me?
GAH!
Dangitalltoheck.

Just thinking about answering that phone call makes me sick to my stomach.
I'm sure you'd like to know the day he's settled upon, huh?
June the 14th.
The day school ends for me.

Oh, I'm going to throw up.
I don't even know why he makes me so nervous.
This isn't supposed to happen.
Not supposed to happen at all.

I hope for my sake that he's high when he calls me.
I mean he's high all the time right?
He should be.
He will be.

Ah, who am I kidding other than myself?
He'll be completely sober, just to call me, and make me feel really weird.

Why are phone conversations so easy for everyone else?
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-Kayla.