I Miss Everything About You.

I was fine.
I was totally fine.
Then one thing led to another and I was looking, watching.
I was listening, singing.
I was crying...

I want to hate you, so bad.
I want with every fiber of my being not to miss you.
But guess fucking what?
I do.
I think about you, yeah.
People mention you, and I don't know what to say, but I know what I want to say.
I want to tell someone, anyone, that I miss you.
I want to say everything I ever wanted to say to you, to someone.
I want someone to know what's going on with me.
And who does?
No one.
Not even Khania knows.
And what can I do?
Nothing.
I wouldn't do anything anyway, would I?
I keep telling Tayler I won't.
And that's the truth.
I won't.
Won't I though?
I do it every time...