Shit.

I hung up on my own mother today.
Is that supposed to happen?
Is that somewhere in my life plan?
Probably not.
But it was either that, or totally fuck her shit up right through the phone.
Take your pick.

I've been going through quotes I have saved. I don't really know which ones I came up with and which ones I didn't but here's a few:



it's funny how the people that hurt you the most,
are the ones who said they never would.

There's always that one person.

No matter how long it's been.

Or how badly they've treated you,

if they say I love you...

you will say it back.

You know, people are always asking 'are you okay?'

but they're never really expecting the truth...

'cause the reality of the matter is,

if i was okay,

you wouldn't really have to wonder.

a song, can take you instantly

back to a moment, a place

even a person.

no matter what else has changed in you

or the world;

the one song stays the same.

just like that moment

This is to those who live with a heart that has long since been broken. This is to all the "What if?"s and the wishes that'll never come true. This is to feeling so desperate, but can't help it, because all you want is them back. This is to all the words you never said and to the ones we choke on. This is to holding your breath in that one perfect moment and being terrified that you'll blink and it'll all be gone. This is to when it is all gone and you feel like you have nothing left. This is to realizing that it wasn't your fault. And that they're never coming back. This is to those who never got to say goodbye after saying something harsh before they left. This is to everything you thought once meant something and never did. This is to those who feel better aching than empty. This is to what didn't happen. This is to the tomorrows that are just another thing to get through.

you could do a million things right,
but he's still going to bring up that one thing you did wrong.

She started to isolate herself,
because it hurts less than being pushed away.

Peter Pan taught me not to say goodbye.

Because saying goodbye means going away.

And going away means forgetting.

Well, I'm saying goodbye for a final time.

And this goodbye means I'm going away.

And in going away, I'm going to forget everything

you've ever put me through.

I think I feel the worst when I hear our song.

The one we used to sing together.

The one that was our favourite.

And then I realize to you, it never meant a thing.

Okay. That's enough. I think I'm going to sleep now.

Goodbye.