Let's Take It Back Before It All Went Wrong...

I doubt we can.
You don't want anything to do with me.
In fact, you avoid me if you can.

It won't matter if I talk to him Sam.
He hates me
He's afraid I'll yell about her.
I know I shouldn't.
But I do. Because I hate her with him, treating him like shit.

Darlene even noticed it today.
She sat down next to me and says, "She really is mean to him."
My first thought?
Duh. I fucking told you so. I fucking told all of you!
Instead?
"I know..."

My bra matched Connor's shirt today.
Haha.
I definitely told him and he goes, "Can I see?"
I wanted to laugh, but I can't.
If I laugh it sounds fake in my ears.
Possibly because it is.
It probably always will be.

Margaret could be coming home with me Thursday and Friday!
How fucking cool is that?
I know.
Beastly.
I have faith that she'll cheer me up. (:
She has the air about her.

Tayler said she wasn't talking to me.
Is it wrong to be slightly ecstatic about that?
I even high-fived Alec over it.

I found Bobby Gene when I got home today.
He was behind my bed like I said.
Maybe I won't dream tonight...
I hope I don't...

Dakota told me she was going to see who was at the door.
She hasn't come back yet.
I hope she wasn't kidnapped. ):

Wait.
She just did.
By telling me that Joshua is ugly.
How strange.
Now she's picking out flaws.

You know what Dakota told me today?
Or rather, made me realize?
She blatantly said it.
We were talking about someone.
Then she goes:
"you like him."
She definitely said it.
And then my heart beat all funny like my secret was out.
I suppose it is.
Maybe I do like ______.
:o
What if I do?
Have I totally lost it?

I definitely just told Cierra about it.
And I'm impatiently waiting for her answer.
Damn she types slow.
Haha.

I should go...
Because she replied and so far I like her answer.
Maybe I'll tell you her reply.
HA!
I actually do like her answer better.
"I think since your best guy friend stopped talking to you-"
And you can guess the rest.
Toodles.