you lied to her today.
and then you talked to her.
did you lie to find a way out?
to make yourself look harmless?

Apparently I mumble in my sleep.
And I hit people.
[I'm sorry Tayler.]
I think it only happens when I have nightmares.
Last night's nightmare:
I dreamt I was dating you.
Gross!

She can't be the one to talk.
She's the one that actually has one!
It matches her face.
She looked like a man BEFORE the mustache.
Whore.

I GOT BOARD SHORTS TODAY!
They're white.
With baby blue and brown.
And plaid.
I have an odd obsession with plaid...
They're cute.
Now to find a top to match...

Mom won't let me have boys basketball shorts.
They're "too boyish" she says.
Umm.
Didn't she totally just let me buy guys swim trunks...?
I'll go back with someone else one day.
And totally buy them anyway.

"bye my ass."
Well, if her ass left,
I'd stop hearing beeping when she backed up.
No reason to pick on Dakota when she was honest.
She's right.
Your clothes DON'T fit.
You got FAT.
FAST.
It must suck.
You probably go home and eat half the fridge.
Or do you smoke up first?
Does smoking weed make your mustache worse?

I really hope someone reads that to her.
Haha.
I mean every bit.
And I know I'll get a comment about my weight back.
I'm prepared.
I know how to manage.

I need to talk to you.
I want to sleep peacefully.
But I don't know if you can talk.
I'll try...

This font color...
Yeah.
You see it.
I know you do.
It should be called, "mint green"
Instead of "aquamarine".

I'm talking to Connor now.
Everything will be better maybe.
I don't know.
I keep thinking about the same things...
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Bye.