Mee-Of-Ow (:

I'm crazy tired.
I should sleep.
But I'm kinda afraid to.

Jaden's leaving me this weekend.

To hang out with random people.

Which means he won't tell me who.

Probably Cadence.

Jaden's leaving Serianna with Charlie.

And Charlie doesn't know yet..

Today was boring.

And I felt dead for half the day.

I still feel dead...

That might not be okay...

I'm sort of jealous of Courtney.

She's not afraid to talk about who she likes.

I wish it were that way for me.

People make fun of me if I tell them.

That's why I'm lying to myself again.

I don't like you.

I'm kinda crying.

It's really depressing.

I can't tak to anyone about it anymore.

Khania has officially vanished.

She tried to talk to me last night.

I was at youth.

I miss her so much.

When I think about her my heart wrenches.

And then I want to throw up.

I feel like it's my fault we haven't talked in over a month...

I'm going to leave this nice and short.

Mainly because I don't really want to do this.

I think I will sleep now.

Even though I know I will be up again soon.

I wish I had something good smelling to sleep with.

Like Kayla's hoodie.

Haha.